Numbness.

After coming to my house, from a long ass visit to the house of dad's friend, I got really tired. Finished New Moon, and have been looking for the third book, actually knowing -pretty much guessing- what's going to happen. Jacob Black was going to confront Edward and there's going to be a huge fight between the werewolves and the whole Cullen family. Correct me if I'm wrong.

But since I started to read the serie, why would I stop now? Well, however I didn't feel eager to start Eclipse, when I finished New Moon.

Numbness comes, as said, when I envolve with the character, and so was I, coming to my house when I pass by a neighbor's house and think I saw someone from the very past. My heart beated twice in a second an made me feel a, momentaneus, cold air inside my chest. Of course it wasn't him, I can be sure of that, but the chill I got when I saw that person really freaked me out.

So yeah, I'm just typing my thoughts right now, as free as I feel to do it. Still stunned, halfheartedly like. You know what... caught my attention, too? At my dad's friend house, pretty much bored while listening to the adults singing karaoke -yeah, that was embarrasing-, I just felt like looking to my right and noticed, this little wasp, inside a glass -who 'till had a bit of water- which was covered with a napkin, plate, don't remember. You could clearly see how the little insect tried to save itself from drowning, and you could guess it had there for more than 5 minutes; moving it's wings and legs desesperately, knowing there's no chance to go out of that transparent hell that was blocking the oxygen for it. Tired, the insect moved slower, with less effort, and you could clearly see how it's little.... body literally jumped from the agressive heartbeats. Suddendly, it stopped moving.

I feel pretty blank right now, I feel like everything is a routine today, just like, 4 seconds ago when a friend asked "hru?" and when I blinked, I already had typed the words "good 'n u?" without even noticing.